JaeJae

Bye Bye blogger :)

2011-12-12T19:51:00.002+08:00

Leaving blogger and moving on to posterous!
shall let this blog remain as it is!
new blog URL:

http://jaejaeng.posterous.com

things may turn nasty one day ...

2011-11-14T11:45:00.003+08:00

When u all dun wanna tell me things, i can dun bother to try to noe. and since u all dun wanna tell me, then dun FUCKING KEEP POINTING FINGER AT ME FOR ALL THE FUCK UP THINGS HAPPEN! i dun like to be accuse of the things tat i didnt do! EVERYTIME smth happen, all u all like to point is me! FUCKING dun wanna tell me anything and yet i am the one being point at! WTF is this?! i dun even FUCKING persude anyone to go either OIP/OAEP! all the persuing is done by the other 2 so dun fucking point ur finger at me! i am not an idiot that take all kind of shit! whoever wanna go which fuck up country is their fuck up choice! all i wan is that they fucking make up their mind so that the air ticket wun be ex! and wat the fuck did one of them say? "confirm wun be because of us de lor! many ppl also will be like us..." WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT OTHERS? so u all like to be those IDIOTS that cause others to suffer? cant fucking make up ur mind then dun fucking apply for any! FED UP with irresponsible ppl! and STOP ALL UR FINGER POINTING AT ME! I AINT A PUSH OVER AND I NV WILL! U HAVEN SEE HOW NASTY I CAN BE WITH MY WORDS AND TEMPER! AND WHEN U DUN MEAN WAT U SAY, THEN JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP! U ARE JUST BEING SACARSTIC WHEN U SAID SRY! SAVE IT FOR OTHER WEAKLINGS THAT DARE NOT FUCK U! CAUSE I CAN FUCK PPL HARD!

All over agn ...

2011-10-09T07:13:00.002+08:00

It starting all over agn...
My mum gonna lose her job agn...
All thanks to her boss who gonna sell the pub away...
She still got so many weekly debt to clear yet she gonna be jobless...
Haix..
Now I can only hope I get my bond and able to sign a 3yrs bond and get the bond money asap..
And best if she can find a job ASAP!
:(

:D

2011-08-11T15:54:00.001+08:00

My mum got a way btr paid job than her previous job! So now we are waiting for the end of aug where she will get her salary ~ :P happy tat I can stop worrying about her again! Hope this job last long! Assistance manager ;)

Family? Bullshit!

2011-08-01T14:20:00.001+08:00

Family? Is there really such things as family? While, at least nt on my mum case.

When she is financially tied, jobless who is there to help her? Family? Ya, maybe her young brother lent her money once. Elder sister? Nag at her and? Nth... mom and dad? All dare nt help her because my mom elder sister told them not to!

So who actually help my mum who owe tons of money because her family nt willing to help her pay her credits card bills? MY FRENS and my mom FRENS! so wat is family? Is nth! NTH as compare to frens! They onli noe how to nag and perch at u than leave u to ur own death! Seriously, Fuck those family member!

Nagging and perching DO NOT solve anything! My mum is jobless therefore she cant pay back! Nt like she got job and nt willingly to pay back! Seriously fuck up! Family member can't even compare to frens!

JY said this "when u are sad, call me. When u are lonely, call me. When u are stress, call me. When u are in trouble, 'sry, the number u just called is not available, pls try agn later!'" this suit my mum's family perfectly!! My frens lent me $400 with out question and no demand when to return!

I am truly bless with frens like this and disgusted to have aunt, uncles and grandparents like this!!!

=.=

2011-07-09T21:45:00.003+08:00

_l_ _l_ _l_! from a sore throat to viral infection of the eye =.= thanks god i go polyclinic, if not i will be spending alot more then wat i had spend if i follow my dad to go to GP. now i am happy that i am clear of diabetes but then now waiting for my thyroid test ... hope it clear also ... today the doctor is handsome! muhahahahahahahaha! xD young and handsome! ❤.❤ he have curvy short hair ~ :P but then he is wearing a mask so cant see the whole face. haix ~ haha! ok i am going siao soon! xD monday is first day of school liao ~ but my eye will still be like this o.O -.- ... going to be laugh at on monday :(

B...O...R...I...N...G...

2011-07-09T03:47:00.004+08:00

holiday is damn boring ... staying at home most of the days and fall sick as well ... no longer sick, eye swollen -.- zzzzzz ... damn this holiday!
been trying to find a more lively blogskin and decided finally to use this instead.
photobucket is pissing me off as i cant upload pic =.= now still trying to! damn it!

Life?

2011-06-12T07:10:00.002+08:00

still feel like blogging about the family problem i had few days back but lazy to elaborate. and i got over it already so shall let it go. let my blog have less sad memories.
so ~ met jy and xl 2x this week and going to meet them agn later to jailbreak my itouch using jy's internet :X :P they also make my moody, bad mood all gone! :D
Northpoint open a new bubble tea shop. no idea wat it name though but i noe it frm taipei. and u noe wat! their red milk tea is DAMN nice and their pearls are damn soft and chewy! LOVE IT MAX! all should go try it!
Erm... laopo flying off now ~ to ... hong kong? ya, if i remember correctly is hong kong :) hope she enioy herself!
really got nth much to say! oh ya! i giving up on trying to get bonded. shall study without bond. all the nearest hospital rejected me and if i were to try those further hospital, they will ask me why nv apply for those near me and if i told them i did but they didnt accept me, the chances their hospital will accept me is LOW! haix! nth goes my way when it comes to my future!

Thank you ~

2011-06-08T04:00:00.002+08:00

Thanks to JY and XL, i got to use internet on com via iPhone! :D and able to change my blogskin finally!!! Happy MAX!:D

_|_ x infinite!!

2011-05-30T08:50:00.001+08:00

Tat fuck up guy frm my ELAHA grp is a JERK x infinite!! CB! Nv say scold him or say he nv do anything when I am talking to betting in Chinese and go facebook say me 'fat bitch' and say u noe wat I talking about! Ya right! U think u wat? No nid to learn chinese u able to understand? Other ppl can but NOT U! u can een differentiate opposition and proposition u think u can understand Chinese? MY FOOT! U fucking screw up ur part in the debate! Going 'erm ... erm ...' till time up! Anawarul even sacrifice his marks by finish it in 1min just so tat u can read his script and score some mark yet u still screw up! Now I noe y u retake 4 module frm yr 2 when u are yr 3! Cause u are a stuck up Tat tot he know it all and refused to ask others for help! Can't wait to see u retake AGN those yr 2 module! JERK!

_|_

2011-05-16T14:04:00.001+08:00

Why must always get male project member tat is so fuck up? First project I had a guy in my team and it got fucked! This time rd with 2 guys and 1 of them is also an ass! Nv reply my SMS tat I sent regarding today's meeting as it the last meeting tat we can have as tmr is holiday and wed is the presentation. And yet till now didn't replied me! Still say will email his scoot but till now I didn't receive any shit frm him! Without script frm all my team member, I can't even do mine! Fuck up man! At least the other guy gave me a rough script! And if today, the 2 guys, Esp tat fucked up one didn't attend, wed, I shall lodge a complain! I can't tolerate guys tat has no sense responsibility! And worst of all, they are student NURSE! seriously wonder how HE survive attachment! Maybe he didn't tat y he got to retake so mani yr 2 module when he is supposedly a yr 3! FED UP!

(^.^) o(O.o)o

2011-04-20T15:07:00.001+08:00

Ok! It been like... Erm ... Super duper long since I blog! Poor blog :( been rotting! There is still nth much to blog about... Currently broke and spent over $100 on my textbook!!! ;( internship is ok :) got a B! :D btr then previous ward! It alrdy third day of sch and I got interesting lecturer, 'pervert', drama-queen and clubbing king! And 2 normal lecturer and 1 not boring lecturer! So I guess my lesson ain't boring at all ^.^v trying to save up but it seems like impossible ... Ok I dun noe wat to post alrdy! Bye :D

^.^

2011-03-09T17:44:00.001+08:00

Mum finally got a job and while, can stop worrying about her tat much! Now I trying my best to save up as much as possible during this 4 weeks of holiday, hoping to lose some weight in the process of saving up! Been saving up $10 a day out of $14. $4 to go to coffee shop buy lunch and eat bread with my fav skippy for dinner! But mum had been buying roti prata for me without asking if I wanna eat =.= finally lost 2kg frm 1 wk of bread eating for dinner became increase 1kg frm unwanted prata eating =.= sometimes I wonder if she even noe wat I told her! Like just now. I came home frm exam and told her if she wan eat dinner go down buy, I not eating. Then when I woke up, a packet if rice is on the table ... WTH! Soon she will have old people disease call dementia!

...

2011-01-15T03:23:00.003+08:00

Mum still jobless and well, things arent easy when 1 parent working with low wedges and another parent not working ... trying my best to hold on and make things work but i dun noe how long more can i hold on ... CNY is coming but arent realli tat excited like last time ... given up buying CNY clothing and going out with frens to be able to feed 2 ppl and pay for my transport with $12 a day. so ya, stop asking me to go out for shopping. lending me money wun solve a single things except making things more problematic then it alrdy had ...

Bye ~ Bye ~

2011-01-01T01:20:00.003+08:00

BYE BYE 2010!! :D & WELCOME 2011!!! another year pass ~ wonder how things will go for 2011 :/ been at home for this 2 week. all i have been doing is .... EAT,SLP,GAME & TV. no life to the max! cant wait for monday where i have to go to sch :) so ... there isnt much to post since i nv go out and play or wat .... so i shall end the post with this ...

haix ...

2010-12-18T21:20:00.002+08:00

now i am like so BROKE! i am so afraid tat the past is going to happen agn. my mum is now out of job and well, i am broke too. now i REALLY hope my bursary can be approve and my mum find a job ASAP. i dun wan history to repeat itself ever agn. i dun wan like last time broke till eat watever is in the fridge. now my fridge got nth to eat! and Christmas is coming, cant even afford to go out. my teacher still says go out with frens blah blah blah and not care about parents things but now the prob is i dun even have the MONEY to go out and enjoy. haix ... still owe my laopo 20 bucks and i haven pay her back. sponsorship has alrdy been decline so bursary is my onli hope :( sad life .......

My Patients

2010-12-17T22:20:00.002+08:00

the start of my CA till now. first week, he was not responsive at all. no matter how we talk to him, he today is my last day :) finally left tat SHE!!! HAPPY TO THE MAX!!! as i bid farewell to all the SN, AN and my patients, this 2 patient touch my heart MAX! This first patient, he was there frmwun have any reaction. FYI, he is a stroke patient and is unable to speak so he was on NGT. but this few days, he finally is responsive. he even find ways to show us tat he pee-ed :D. and yesterday changing him with my senior, he even wanna help to turn himself! i was happy tat he finally wanna be independent!!! then today wanna do suction for him, he even wanna grab my AN's hand to stop her from suction-ing xD, have to grab his hand *eek* but it a must, if not he will have too much sputum in his throat. and when the clock struck 9pm, i went to bid farewell to him and he even pat my back when i said goodbye! i was so touch!!!! he realli respond ALOT! HAPPY!!!! :DDD! then this 2nd patient is very stubborn, also on NGT and just admitted in yesterday. afternoon we tried to insert the NG tube like 3x/4x, no success. FYI, he is on mitten and restrainer as he pull out everything. but night time, one shot insert! :D then jus now when changing first patient, his hand was free from mitten then he pulled out his NG tube and nasal cannula. i was like *OMG!!!* O.O then after tat reinsert, put back his mitten and Voila! is done ^.^ but was touches me is tat he said 'bye bye' to me when i was like trying to catch his attention as he kept looking other place :P but his sudden 'bye bye' shock me!!!! AHHHHHHH!! SO HAPPY! LOVE my this 2 patient!!!!

2010-12-11T13:21:00.002+08:00

it been long! :) but really got nth to blog. BUT now i got smth to blog! cant blog in detail cause it will kana policecase or watever shit. but still, I AM DAMN SUPER ANGRY WITH MY CA! SHE FREAKING PISS ME OFF! first day smile smile as us, then after tat day, no more smile. wednesday we move out of our cubicle on the dot for lunch and somemore i from one cubicle to another cubicle waiting for my another fren for lunch, she come tell us we went 5 min earlier! WTF? on the dot move from one cubicle to another cubicle i can leave ward for lunch 5 min earlier? IDIOT SIA! then next tuesday nid complete all skill and wednesday nid print if not no grade, then i yesterday was joke-ingly asking her if i can oral feed her and then she help me sign, then she just say " if here dun have that means dun have." in another word means 'dun have then dun sign' right? FUCK SIA! then still say " i dun see ur fren even take out their itouch and start signing u dun have to be so gan chiong!" after she said this i EVEN MORE FED UP! WTF! we monrning shift start signing LONG AGO! U AFTERNOON SHIFT DUN NOE ANYTHING DUN KP SO MUCH! somemore before tat i also said the same thing to my SN INFRONT OF HER and my SN nv reply like she DID! even my teacher also worried tat we cant get wat we supposedly to sign! now i left with 2 days with 8 more skill to sign! this 1 week i onli sign like 6 skill! 2 days nid finish all 8 IS LIKE SO IMPOSSIBLE! FK HER SIA! CB! my fren also buay tahan her! say bye to her, her face turn black when before tat she was happily talking to someone! NV SAW A SAME RANK PERSON LIKE HER! MAYBE for tat ward all same rank like her are like tat cause all DUN SMILE! FK! SUAY TO THE MAX TO FIRST TIME ATTACH TO A BRAND NEW PLACE AND GOT TO THIS KIND OF SUPERIOR! FKING SUAY!

There is a limit to everything

2010-11-18T19:16:00.001+08:00

This is like the dun Noe how many times u start ignoring ur DAUGHTERS AGN! They are fucking more important then us? Fucking blood related to u? They are jus 2 fucking guys frm Thai and u have to treat them btr then ur OWN TWO DAUGHTER? Having u to help us do simple things is like wanting ur life and yet when they ask u to help? U FUCKING WILLING TO! so now wat? They are ur FUCKING SON NOW? and me and sis is ur FRENS? U must always make me hate ur frens! When will u not make me hate ur frens? Onli after u and them quarrel then remember u got 2 daughter and start whining like a kid? U going out with them few times a day, I wun mind but it daily till 6-8am! And because of them stuck in Malaysia for 3days? I dun see u helping me buying sanitary when I needed it the most when is jus 3 blocks away! Wanting to go down find u and have dinner also can't cause u nid to go accompany ur 2 "SONS!" I bet they dun even Noe u got 2 daughter at home!! I have my limit to things. And if this thing is gonna go on, everyone worst nightmare is going to come and I will make sure is smth that will forever, every hr, every min, every seconds keep reminding u why this has happen! I SWEAR!

This ain't no love story. It friendship.

2010-11-03T23:29:00.001+08:00

Can I forget wat had happen? Like truly forget? Or will I bring it up agn when we quarrel agn? The least tat we hope will happen, always happen. And I guess I am not going ignore or run away anymore. Always trying to keep a distance away frm u so that nth can stir up the anger we had for each other. but things just kept pulling the distance between us closer. Truly hope the anger we had for each other will ease up. I dun like history repeat itself. U aren't tat bad of a fren. Just tat there isnt any understanding between us.

2010-11-01T00:39:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wonder wat is wrong with ppl not replying messages? dun they feel irritated when ppl KEEP DUN reply ur message? at least i dun ALWAYS dun reply ppl messages! but there are ppl tat dun reply 8/10 times. it jus plain irritating! i truly hate ppl like this! but it just seems tat i got mani frens are jus like tat. and they dun see me not replying their messages! i guess poly frens arent all wat ppl said they are! ppl says when u got to poly, those frens are truly ur fren tat will last but it been half a year and i dun see it happening. sec and primary sch frens is better. at least they dun KEEP on NOT replying messages. AH!!! i dun noe lah. i getting quite sick of this. it like i see no frenship in poly. i think i get a feel of how my sis feel in JC but mine case isnt bad till tat extend. now i cant wait to finish up poly and start working.

2010-10-21T02:26:00.003+08:00

even though we no longer quarrel nor talk, i still have this grudge tat will nv ease out no matter wat.
ever since the second attachment, he said he gonna quit. and because of tat, he kept insist he didnt wan to be ldr of out project and start saying i am being bossy and watsoever when he clearly didnt give me his powerpoint knowing tat the project is due 2 days later and making me the enemies of mani and saying wanna slap me!
it clearly is his fault for knowing when the presentation is due and yet not giving me the powerpoint and insist to give me the powerpoint on the day before the presentation! and wat is worst is the day of the presentation, he still cant give me his part of the project and i had to request the teacher to post-pone it!
after i SAW wat he did, i totally wanna flare up! everything isnt in complete sentence! am i suppose to read his mind and noe wat he and the other fren are thinking? ended up i did EVERYTHING by myself!
Psychology and Sociology is not easy to do ESPECIALLY when we are doing on Vincent Van Gogh! and in the end? i did everything before the presentation and gave everyone time to read through and ask anything tat they dun understand!
since u dun wanna be a ldr, i BE! and yet this is wat the shit i got! even after i did EVERYTHING by myself with advice frm Rachel & John, i got the whole project done and i dun HEAR a single THANKS frm him and till now he still DIDNT QUIT! he now still CONSIDERING whether he wanna quit! BECAUSE of him, i still a enemy of mani making me a bossy, unreasonable BITCH tat like to ORDER ppl ard! i seriously cant let this go even if i wan to! he is 20 over yrs old and he act like a IMMATURE BRAT! and he still dare tell me tat his MUM NV EVEN SCOLD him before so WHO AM I to scold him! and because his MUM DOTES on him so much tat he became an ARROGANT, IMMATURE BRAT tat thinks wat he do is 100% right!

2010-10-19T15:00:00.001+08:00

left 5 more days ~ Happy tat i no longer gonna do nth but hate the studying and lecture part -.- i am so gonna be slping during lecture =.= ... but finally gonna meet all my frens after 1 month of not seeing each other. but i wonder how mani ppl had decided to leave the course :( i onli noe got 1 ~ haix ~

i realli think nursing is fun. ya, we might be changing diaper, empty urinal, oral feeding, NGT feeding but while, it fun i dare say. even changing diaper is fun! while changing diaper u interact with patient and those interaction most of time lead to both nurse and patient laughing :D. and most patient can take jokes and sometime they are the one making the joke. ok la, i dare say some patient can be a pain in the butt but sometime it because they trust u the most therefore anything and everything they wan u to help them do. it smth good and bad as it like u are their personal nurse which u arent. but some pain in the butt is patient/patient's family member being rude. all i can say for this scenario is to in one ear out the other ear even thought u feel like punching them or watever. i kana before but while, i prove them wrong the next day :) i dun noe how main hospital is like but rehab is fun :) less strict with things and alot of laughter ~ now i miss TTSH rehab :( haiz ....

2010-10-16T20:12:00.001+08:00

i got nth to do, nth to post so i changed my blogskin xP this is how bored i am !!

2010-10-01T09:28:00.001+08:00

realli dun wish to finish my CA ... TTSH Rehab is realli a nice place to work. with all the nice staff and patient :) even though mani ppl dun realli like each other there but they still willing to work tgt! this attachment is btr then the last hospital attachment. here they teach and work with us whereas the last was we do ourself and observe onli. today is the last day and hope it will be a good last day! haiz ~ SAD to the MAX after today!

Rest well, my friend.

2010-09-14T20:41:00.001+08:00

This post is dedicated to my friend Jessica.

We onli knew each other for 3 month when u still are schooling but after u drop out, we didn't contact anymore. But jus so u noe, I still got look at ur facebook profile to see how things has gone for u.

We as classmate of urs, didn't noe u are unwell and thought tat u are jus being like a princess doing things slowly and stuff. Sometimes I felt annoyed being with u and other stuff.

But after knowing you tat u are sick after u drop out, I felt a little guilty and sad tat u had cancer. Seeing pic of u in ur bed, visited by friends and family member, I thought u going to recover soon. But the next thing I noe u fell into a deep slp.

Cancer is a hard war to fight. a veri veri slim chance close to 0% of winning it. But still, u tried ur best to fight it. U even dun want others to noe and treat u differenty.

11 September 2010 is the day tat u fell into a deep slp. And yet I onli noe tat today morning. But at least we went to see u for the last time and accompanied u to finish ur last journey.

U having to give up ur passion to fight the war must be hard for u. But u had to do so. So we, SN of NP 2010 batch will fulfill ur dream of serving and caring for the people in ur behalf and help u to continue ur passion!

Rest well and in peace my dear friend for u had fight well and long. Like wat the bible had said, those tat believe in jesus will fall aslp and wake up in another new body and live forever. I think tat how it was said. Not veri sure but I think u get wat I mean :) we will see each other soon even though we might no longer noe each other.

Goodbye my dear friend!

Love,
Jae Jae

2010-09-10T10:27:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the BEST time of my life!!! =D got a new phone in the afternoon, Red color E71 ~ and class dinner with finally, more then 10 classmate tat turn up =DDD MISS Ms Rajas LOTS!!!! :( hope our December BBQ will come true ~ *CROSS FINGER*

so last night dinner was at Manhattan Fish Market ~ the food not bad but the Baked Fish with Garden Herb or Grilled Fish with Garden Herb, eat too much of the fish u will get sick of it *eek* and i ate like 2 fish!!! half frm xueli and another half frm cherie =.= both dun eat much one .... then after dinner, we had a mini BD celebration for all the Sept baby which is Ms Rajas, MW and Jabez ~
after dinner we went to the corner beside Popular and hang there xD there is our "photo booth" the onli place tat isnt crowded and wun block ppl's way. after tat went Starbucks with Durga, xueli, MW, Marcus, SK and KH. slack awhile then the rest went home and i went to find Ann they all which was waiting for me at mac. slack for 30min or so then i nid rush home liao ~ after all, yesterday is the BEST day =DD

oh ya ~ the guy working in the Manhattan Fish Market tat was serving us is CUTTEE ~ *hehehe*

2010-09-03T04:15:00.001+08:00

Now is 4.07am! Still studying for later exam. Wait. Not still studying but using itouch blogging xD well ~ yesterday paper is a gone case alrdy! Hope at least get a 25/100 so tat I at least can scrape through my FON and tat I dun have to stay back half a year to do FON agn. Today paper is MIC. One of my fav module but I can onli remember 7 chapter out of 11. 4 more chapter to TRY remember! Haiz ... I now I worry about Wednesday PAS exam. It will be the toughest exam out of all the module! Hope I can scrape through all module so tat I dun have to waste half a year! Haiz! Exam sucks BIG time! Back to studying now ~

Eminem - Cleanin' Out My Closet

2010-08-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

2010-08-30T16:07:00.001+08:00

ai-je lâché le passé ou je viens de le maintenir hors de l'esprit? une fois un certain temps, je me suis souvenu du passé, mais il n'a pas mal du tout. pas comme le jour où il poignarder sur mon cœur, où les larmes coulent jusqu'à ce que je me sentais fatigué et alla se coucher. mais ça m'a fait mal à l'aise quand je me souvins que le passé. ce passé est le passé que je veux tout effacer et jamais dans le reste de ma vie, rappelez-vous encore une fois! un jour ce rêve ....

2010-08-30T02:04:00.001+08:00

我以向来都不会满强人家一定要喜欢我，一定要做我的朋友。这次也一样！我可以放弃任何一个不想在和我做朋友的人，也可以不在管说不听的朋友。不想我和他说话的，我就不说！我知道我很烦。但这就是我！不会改变的我！

Annezza, 我和他是朋友，一个不会改变的关系。他一点都不喜欢我，而我对他的喜欢也随这那两年的时间，消失了。

2010-08-27T04:14:00.000+08:00

2010-08-24T10:41:00.001+08:00

Shall not care and disrupt how things shld realli goes. If it meant to be then it is. Let things set it own course. I Noe deep dwn inside me, for now, my heart is onli beating for myself and no one else. Dun ask me then y I still care wat tat particular person do, say or type affect me. Cause I Noe I dun have an ans for tat. Or maybe I am jus too bossy toward tat particular someone. For watever the reason could be, my heart no longer beat for anyone else but myself! Tat I Noe well!

2010-08-22T00:09:00.000+08:00

18th birthday celebration realli is the best celebration i ever had!! esp the C-Clinic pub @ Clarke! first time go to theme pub, first time drinking Vodka & first time drinking from IV Drips!! xD that was realli fun! & saw alot of ang mo!! muhahahah xD

today went with Laopo, sis, Ann & Jamie Flee market at ST James Power House. brought 1 vintage ring, one Pick ring and my sis brought me a necklace =D. went pooling after that with Adrain and Muarice which i had not met for 2 years @.@ but Adrain come onli keep shooting me like a machine gun =.= then maurice was soooooooooooooo quiet ... hiaz. one too hyper one to quiet. then after tat slack with SK, Ann & jamie under bu yao lian de nu ren's blk xD NOW I AM VERI HUNGRY!!!!

2010-08-20T01:24:00.000+08:00

I AM FINALLY 18!!!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO
ME!!!!!!

2010-08-15T01:55:00.000+08:00

i always dreamt of having a house tat had a super clean kitchen with all the kitchen equipment working and with all the cooking things there. and the kitchen equipment is sliver in color. the fridge is filled with fresh meat and ingredient. i am able to cook any day at anytime! tat is like so cool! then i shall go learn to cook all types of cuisine and enjoy my life with all the yummy food xD tat my dreamt house =D

2010-08-14T00:20:00.000+08:00

Love my current BlogSkin *LOVES* =D so pretty!! nth much to blog. been hanging out with ann and jie min and SK alot lately (SK not tat much) they studying i talking/slping xD i dun wanna study leh D=

2010-08-06T20:19:00.000+08:00

YOG BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!

YIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

2010-07-14T12:43:00.001+08:00

Attachement over and sch starts... So freaking bored and lazy!! 3 project due-ing soon :( super hate project!! And semenster exam coming soon as well ... Not time to breathe.

Somehow I regretted taking teakwondo back ... Black belt grading isn't as easy as I tot it would be ... Normal grading is like pattern then spare. Black belt is 4 pattern, 3 round of sparing(1 rd with same belt lvl, 2 rd with black belt) and there is also "interview" asking u question out of the 15 given on the STF website ... Some more all my grading is during my Break which I will be hving my attachment which I can't go training unless I can slp less and wake up and go for my attachment after my teakwondo training every Monday and Tuesday... I am stress out by everything :'(

2010-07-01T03:28:00.001+08:00

I got nth to blog about ... Erm... This week is my Clinical Attachment week, next week also same. This week is attach to Yishun Polyclinic. It been 3 days and the Staff Nurse there are super nice!! They got mani cases yet they still got time to ans our question and remember tat we are there and ask us to see and sometimes help them out with easy things like pouring solution onto cotton ball, removing bandge etc ... I am sure I will miss the Staff Nurse there after the this week attachment ends :(

2010-06-07T13:59:00.000+08:00

i realli cant get sick man! once sick is like so freaking worst la! but this time rd isnt as bad as when i was P6 having my holidays after PSLE ... this time rd is ranking number 3 on my worst sick experience list.

1st will definitely goes to my pre-sch days! dun noe it P1/P2/P3. i got hand foot mouth disease and it rot in the middle of my tongue =.= cant even eat properly! nid my mum put the noodle at my cheek there and use the teeth near my cheek there to chew and when swallowing tat time must make sure it does touch the middle of my tongue! WORST experience.

2nd will be P6 tat time ... when i was P5-P6, i tend to be V.lazy so everytime i skip my lunch and wait till my dad bring me for dinner and when i was having my after PSLE holidays, for a month, maybe got 25 days? i onli had dinner as i lazy go down buy lunch and then GG! i started fainting =.= actually not started fainting but started too seems slpy all the time. then i fainted twice before i actually went to see a doctor. tat time i remember it was 2am and my dad is still out and after i fainted for the second time and it on my mum, she panic and called my dad to bring me to a 24hr clinic at chong pang. and the doctor say i having fever of 41 degree and BP was alittle low ... and asked me whether i am eating all meals and i said no =X hehe. and tat spend my dad $80+ for my medicine =P

3rd will be this time rd! 4 June 2010. was coughing in the morning when i wake up but still happily goes sch. then ard 4pm+, head began to ache ... i noe i will be coming down with a fever ... reach home, 7pm+ took temp, 38.3. ok ... not tat bad ... coughing got worst, headache got even worst ... dad brought me BURGER for dinner =.= WTH! then mum bring me see doctor and temp at tat time was 39.8 and it was jus 3hr later and temp when up ... NOT GOOD! medical fee, $74.50 for 7 kind of medicine. =.= WTH! and include MC for Friday. headaching BADLY for Thursday & Friday ... kept slping, drinking water and pee-ing! sat was slightly btr but still cant forcus on studying Monday test ... Sunday, finally everything seems btr, WAY btr and frm 2pm after i wake up, writing, watching TV, using Com all the way till 2am then finally stop all things and focus on writing xD till now still not yet slp. it been 24hr ... i had gone 1 day without slping .... oh! and i almost gonna faint when i was taking train to sch! didnt ate alot for the pass 4 days (dun noe wat reason but at least lost 1kg =D) was feeling cold inside my body and out ... and i stand all the way ... to one point on the journey, i realli cant stand it anymore. face turned cold, one hand turn white, breathing became alittle difficult ... i noe my BP is alittle low .... so i alight the train at bukit batok and took a sit at the sit and waited till i feel btr which make me missed like 3 train =.= took the 4th and all the way to sch ... on the way to exam room, brought a green tea and my body feels way btr =D

and those is jus part of my sick experience ... every year frm P6 onwards i will be sick at least once if i not wrong or 2 years once and everytime sick, it not 1 illness, it 2/3! remember once i was sick due to cough and went to see doctor, then the following day went to see doctor again due to fever then again the next day for flu! and it ex too! everytime i sick, i will get mani kinds of pills and a bottle of (I HATE THE MOST) cough syrups! everytime my medical fee will cost more then $70 =.= haiz ... but at least it onli 1/2years once ... not 1/2month once. tat will be NUT CASE!

2010-05-23T17:32:00.001+08:00

Common test is coming.... And I haven been paying attention in class ... So many lectures to catch up yet i onli left with 3 full weeks to study all those lectures notes by myself and some help from frens. Tuesday is class test for my MIC which consist of 3 lecture notes an Wednesday worst! French class test! I dun even Noe wat the hell he is teaching yet I nid to take tat test! ..... now I still wondering if I shld go for monday's training anot ... Dun feel like missing training but I also dun wanna flunk my class test ... Oh man .... :( ...

2010-05-09T12:16:00.001+08:00

I am so, so broke!!!!!! D: wanna watch movie also can't T.T & this week missed 2 days of school due to overslept =.= hate sch shecdule! Nid wake up at 5am to attend 8am classes & worst thing is my CCA ends at 9pm whch means I reach home ard 11pm!! Bath and everything, it will be 12am!! 5 hr of slp to endure almost 10hrs of school =.= WTF!!! Didn't go for my air rifle training yesterday ... Dun feel like going =.= but my $12 will be gone jus like tat ... But if I do go, I not onli miss 2 day if sch but 3 days x.x OMG!!! Wat am I suppose to do T.T

2010-04-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

5N1

OK! this is our Secondary Class Reunion Dinner!! total, 15 of us! first time got so mani ppl tgt for class things =D HAPPY!!! We ate at the 18 Chef and after tat some of us went back where the rest of us went to Starbucks to chill =) was fun talking to I Chun, Jabez, Durga & Wei Zhong (even thought he didnt talk much =X) realli miss all those laughter tat is heard in the class ... even the quarrel we had among ourself are also miss ... =( hope we got another outing or watever soon! Love being with 5N1! Esp when everyone is tgt!! we shall ALL and i mean all meet up and hang out for a day!!! =P

2010-04-24T13:22:00.000+08:00

P32

This is my Lovely Classmate of P32, Practical Grp 32! :D there is onli 14 of us! but in this pic, not all 14 of us is present in the pic :( one was on MC ... hope i able to get the whole P32 class photo with everyone in it :).

1 week had passed ... it fun in poly :). almost whole week was hanging ard with 7 of my classmate :). we practically hang out tgt for the whole day :). NSL lesson is where we had lots of fun!

lesson isnt tat tough YET! teacher there are friendly & nice :) except the IS building office lady! =.= she was SOOOOOOOOO rude or i shld say, treat others tat dun noe anything as idiot =.= DUN LIKE HER!!!

as for my french class .... first lesson of french i went to the wrong class *eek!* but tat is where one of my course mate is in! so pratically we have the same day and time for French but diff class D: and French is HARD!!! like VERI HARD!!! their alphabet frm A-Z is different frm our English A-Z except for L,M,N,O,S & Z which pronouce the same. but the rest of the alphabet is SO VERI Diff!!! their Ca, Co, Cu is pronouce as Ka, Ko, Ku & the last letter of the word is silent ... X.X i am like dying in French class. first lesson and i starting to feel stress x.x ~ haiz! but i guess tat all tat i can say for my first week of sch:D but it sure is fun to have frens tat is almost all Righrt brainer ;)

Oh! nad tmr night is Secondary School Class Reunion Dinner @ Northpoint! hope to see all 24 of them there or at least more then half =D so cya all!!!

2010-04-20T16:59:00.001+08:00

Dun realli feel like updating my blog but it has been 5 days:) this 2 days, schools is veri tiring!! But FUN:) while, to be more precisie, yesterday was ok, and today is FUN! During my PAS module, I was sitting beside Veana and we kept laughing & I kept disturbing John xD was alittle insane today:) and met up with laopo and we went library kill time!

Tmr will be a even more tiring day... 11am - 8pm in sch! Haix ... Everyday like this i realli can die x.x

2010-04-14T01:41:00.001+08:00

Today was fun :D! Finally got to meet all the gals! Not realli all but well, some :) still missing azie, eva & durga! Hope we will meet up agn without any of is CMI k? :D

So today Debby, Xueli, Cherie, Komathi and me went to sch to get our SGC. Took it and saw some teacher! I had a small chat with Mr Victor Chia. Mr Chia will always be the teacher tat seems to owe me sweet forever xP!! Then we talk to our sec 3? Math teacher Mr Yeung :) follow by Ms Lathika! Might be going back to YSS to help teacher coach the sec 3 jr who are weak in sci! Pray hard tat my sci didn't realli drop frm A2 to C6 like my O's result D: … after tat we went to meet grace at northpoint! We ate at Breeks and chat till 4pm+? and the rest went home left grace, Debby and me. We went dwn to suntec to look for laptop stuff and well, while we walking to suntec, we went shopping for clothes as well xD! Actually is grace and Debby :D they brought some tops and off we go suntec!

After shopping and all, I went to orchard, find my mummi, ate some finger food and went Nets to buy T-shirts! HAPPY!!! Bought 4 shirt :DD! Still got pants haven buy! Hope can go VIVI buy some bottom! Ok~! tat all! BYE!!!!

2010-04-04T22:47:00.001+08:00

Mummy might not quit as they willing to pay mummy the same salary ... But ... Nth us final till after 14 April.

I realise tat worklife contain lots of cunning ppl and backstabber. When u treat one of ur working partner v.good, they mostly turn out to be the one tat backstab u. It happen to my mummy a couples of time and I guess tat happen to one of my fren as well ... Y are human so cunning? Even to those tat treat them veri good??! I hate backstabber and cunning ppl and ESPECIALLY ppl tat act one kind, innocent, polite, respectful but the truth is tat they are the opposite! Seeing how things turn out for my mum makes me realise finding a real fren in workplace is veri hard. U will nv Noe how cunning ppl are and maybe getting close to u is to Noe more about u and find ways to kick u out!

2010-04-01T21:24:00.001+08:00

Mummy decided to resign so .... No more tanjong pagar, and after april, no more orchard also. Will miss the worker there but I can't do anything. It too stressful working both side and doing things all by herself so resigning is the best option. Wish mummy fin another job soon! :)

2010-03-31T23:43:00.001+08:00

Left with 20 days & poly life will start *eek!!!* but 12 days to my one day Introduction camp/programme!! *even more eek!!!* supper nervous!!! I got practically no frens there in my Nursing course!! x.x super scared!! Hope is I thinking too much! *pray hard* Omg! I so gonna faint when my intro come ....R.I.P

2010-03-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

jus finish doing up XL's blog! panda craze gal! haha! today surprisingly me and xueli 2 person can hangout at northpoint frm 1pm to ard 6pm+?? 5hr in northpoint sia! but most of the time in library! haha! XL at library use com till com no bat! and i finally able to purchase my VA ( Vampire Academy ) Blood Promise, paperback! super happy! now i hope tat tmr Kbox wun last min cancel! *pray hard hard* nth to blog alrdy ..... so .... BYE!!!

2010-03-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

So hot
Out the box
Can we pick up the pace?
Turn it up,
Heat it up
I need to be entertained
Push the limit
Are you with it?
Baby, don't be afraid
I'ma hurt 'ya real good, baby

Let's go
It's my show
Baby, do what I say
Don't trip off the glitz
That I'm gonna display
I told ya
I'ma hold ya down until you're amazed
Give it to ya 'til you're screaming my name

No escaping when I start
Once I'm in I own your heart
There's no way you'll ring the alarm
So hold on until it's over

Oh, do you know what you got into?
Can you handle what I'm 'bout to do?
'Cause it's about to get rough for you
I'm here for your entertainment

Oh, I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet
'Ya thought an angel swept you off ya feet
But I'm about to turn up the heat
I'm here for your entertainment

It's alright
You'll be fine
Baby, I'm in control
Take the pain
Take the pleasure
I'm the master of both
Close your eyes
Not your mind
Let me into your soul
I'ma work it 'til you're totally blown

No escaping when I start
Once I'm in I own your heart
There's no way you'll ring the alarm
So hold on until it's over

Oh, do you know what you got into?
Can you handle what I'm 'bout to do?
'Cause it's about to get rough for you
I'm here for your entertainment

Oh, I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet
'Ya thought an angel swept ya off your feet
Well I'm about to turn up the heat
I'm here for your entertainment

Oh oh... mmmm
Entertainment...
Oh oh... Oh entertainment...
I'm here for your entertainment...

Oooohhh...
Do you like what you see?
Wooooaaaahhhh...
Let me entertain 'ya tell you screeaaam

Oh, do you know what you got into?
Can you handle what I'm 'bout to do?
'Cause it's about to get rough for you
I'm here for your entertainment

Oh, I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet (bet ya thought)
'Ya thought an angel swept ya off your feet
Well I'm about to turn up the heat (turn up the heat)
I'm here for your entertainment

Hey, slow it down
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah, I'm afraid
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
When I would give myself away
(Ooh) Once upon a time
I didn't give a damn
But now here we are
So whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see
That baby you're beautiful
And there's nothing wrong with you
It's me – I'm a freak
But thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly

Yeah There might have been a time
When I would let you slip away
I wouldn't even try but I think
You could save my life

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up on me
I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down

So
Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
(Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

2010-03-19T22:23:00.000+08:00

i am so in love with ADAM LAMBERT!!! how i wish he isnt a gay =(! such a waste tat a cute & handsome guy like him is a gay! wat a shame =( ~ dun noe how mani gals are heart broken knowing he is a gay =(!!! but still! he is a good singer and HANDSOME!!! and not sissy like most gay xD LOBE him alot!! i LOVE Adam Lambert & Jared Leto the most!! MUAKCS!! Love the 2 guys!!!!

2010-03-19T01:42:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!! got my Blog up & Running =D! delete all my past post. start a new frm now on ;) wun posted so often as, Well, there is nth to post! ok! tat all xD bye ~